Archive for October, 2012

Just watched episode six of the first season of “Don’t Trust the B—- in Apartment 23” and it is just hilarious!

A friend recommended it to me and she is right about one thing.  Sometimes bitches are cool.  I should know.  After all, my friend is a bitch and she’s so much fun! 😀

So, in this episode Chloe (Krysten Ritter) tried to teach “good girl” June (Dreama Walker) how to have casual sex.  Now, I can’t really narrate everything that happened but Chloe was right in two things:

1. Feelings complicate things when it comes to sex but sometimes a woman can’t just separate the call of her libido from that of her heart.  I guess that is the one thing that differentiates women from men.  Women are just not dogs.  Although, I have to admit that some bitches can masquarade as dogs.  They just have the capacity to uncomplicate things and just jump into bed with the first guy they see with a boner for them.  I envy them. *sigh*

2. “Slept with? Honey, if you’re falling asleep he’s obviously doing something wrong.”  ‘Nuff said.  🙂

Anyway, June tried to have casual sex and she was ok with it at first but, eventually, the good girl leaked out of her.  Guess, if you do decide to have casual sex you have to choose first: bitch or not. 

And then you have stand by that decision and never look back. 😉

Miss ’em Kisses

Posted: October 26, 2012 in love, passion
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I haven’t had a real boyfriend in years.  And haven’t kissed anyone in years.

Sometimes, I just miss that.  I miss the kisses.  They don’t always have to be the passionate, lust-filled ones.  I miss all types.  Teasing.  Playful.  Chaste. 

I think I miss knowing that I could plant any and all sorts of kisses on my partner any time I want to.  I think I miss having someone kiss me out of the blue.  I think I miss just having someone.

And I want that.  I want someone in my life. 

But, we can’t always get what we want because sometimes what we want isn’t what’s best for us.

Men and Young Women

Posted: October 24, 2012 in heart, love
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So, I was just talking to a friend.  Actually, he’s a high school classmate and that makes him my age.

Anyway, we were talking and I found out that his girlfriend is 9 years younger than him.  Than us.  He also told me another classmate of ours also has a much younger girlfriend. 

So, yeah. That short conversation just intensified my fear that I will probably grow old alone.  Because men my age will always go for someone younger. 

I may look young but, I have to face it, I am no longer young.  It may be hard to accept but I have to admit to myself that there’s a possibility that I will end up alone.

I just hope that God will grant me the strength and courage to do so.  If that is what He has planned for me.

Books and Hormones

Posted: October 23, 2012 in book, love
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I have been trying to read Nick Hornby’s “The Long Way Down” for the past 2 months. But, until now, I have yet to reach a quarter of the book.

It’s not that Hornby’s not a good writer nor is the book bad.  In fact, it’s actually pretty good.  It’s just that my hormones get in the way.

Lately, I just find myself craving for those romantic novels , every second of the day.  Like every fiber in my being just want to soak up every word written in those books.  It has gotten so bad that I actually have a mini library of chick lits in my phone that I run to whenever I want to hide from my reality.

It used to just be a phase in my life and after reading a few books, I’d be ok.  And I can spend a blessed few months reading more meaningful ones.  But now, it seems like no other book can satisfy my cravings but those damn chick lits.

I’m like a junkie who has gotten more and more addicted to gorgeous men, hard bodies, and hot kisses.  And I find myself wondering whether I’d ever get to meet my own prince with a hard body and who gives hot kisses.

Damn those chick lits and chick lit authors.  You no longer just scratch an itch.  You cause them. 😦

Mine

Posted: October 22, 2012 in heart, music
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I was never a Taylor Swift fan, no offense to everyone who is, but I am definitely a Santana Lopez fan. I am not sure why but everytime she sings in Glee it just gets to me.

So, I am not surprised that I felt my chest constrict a little when she sang this song in Glee’s “Break Up” episode. It actually made me wonder if someone would ever utter this line to me: “You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.”

That line alone would be enough to melt my, sometimes, frigid heart.

Nuthin…

Posted: October 22, 2012 in passion, writing
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Writing was always my passion.

But over the past few years, I gradually lost the fire in me to do so.  I am not sure whether I was just too busy trying to earn a living or if I was just too afraid to put myself out there, amidst all those successful bloggers. 

Still, I tried, countless times, to start my own blog but I could not sustain it.  Might be because I tried to write about something that I wasn’t truly passionate about.  After a few months, I find myself losing interest and totally stopped writing.  But after a few more months, the call will be there again and I will start, once more, and not sustain it, again.

Now, however, I could no longer ignore the urge to write about something, anything under the sun.  So, I decided to try, again. 

But, this time, I decided to write about something I know. And, hopefully, I can sustain it. 🙂